I’m constantly seeking acknowledgment, attention, validation. Things that are not relevant to my life. I do not need others to tell me that I’m important or I’m funny or I’m “cool”. That what I say matters. Or what I’m doing in my life is satisfactory. I don’t need others to tell me that I’m worthy. Worthy of whatever. I say I don’t need others to tell me who I am but it is something I constantly obsess over. Like my status, like my photos, reblog my posts, tell me I’m pretty. It’s so pathetic. You don’t need any fucking thing or anyone to confirm that you’re good enough. I want to be able to confidently say that I am someone, and I don’t need you to tell me that. One day.